Papa

There was a boy who i went to school with, Chris Loudon "PAPA". Chris used to help me with my chemisty homework my freshman year, he was my friend.

I remember my softmore year, he was in charge the 1st or psg-and he would always get mad at me for never showing up. I remember before lab on thursday, him wearing his little running shorts and ironing his uniform.

I remember junior yr, the day i finallyl connect with everyone. Spring FTX, things to do on a rainy day. Then hitting the hill, since there was no pt the next day. All the great conversation, hanging out with Brant, Z (almost getting in a fight, with someone to just to fight.), chris, and dano. I remember sitting next to dano and smoking his clove cigar, and burning the beast. Chris and I had some awesome conversation. Then many drinking times after that.

Talking to him throughout the summer, about the handle of jack he will be bringing back. First night back at school for senior year he picks me up in his huge truck. HUGE! We go to the Hill, and get a pitcher of bluemoon, then we have 3 more. I remember going home, and waking up with Pizza all over my walls, sheets, and clothes. Chris made it home safe. but was super sick.

ahhh Chris and i had been through some serious roughspots over the summer emotionally so we let them all out. All of them...we laughed and had a great time. The next night party at the 333 rock house, we did car bombs to the 1,2,3 flogging molley song-i remember that song all the time. Him and LIsa were wrestling and she taped him in the balls, he was in so much pain but it was funny. I think Chris took 3 showers and ended up puking i gave him mouthwash in a glass and he broke that Army shoot glass.

Then Thanksgiving we worked the consession stands-and decided lets go to the BURGH and drink, we got Kristi to go, wow the southside was an amazing night-we had really good beer, really good dollar pizza slices, Chris peeded in the Alley. 10 am back to the consession stand to work, 2 games-that night we must have done something-I do not remember. But the southside crawl, was the only one I enjoyed.

Then Chris met Jacey, and everyone always hung out. Everyone wanted to spend as much time together as possible. and we did. The Tequilla willies all three times we went rocked. I hate dance clubs. The roof party, where i almost died, droped my camera, got beat up by the window and lost my growler. Then comissioning. graduation...

That summer I hung out with Loudon a few times at the Brewery in SRU, I had a wonderful time. He was always great to be around. He got married and then I saw him next in TX before he was to go to IRAQ. With his family. I had so much fun, bsing and drinking beer.

Chris really taught me to figure your life out, once you do-don't go and fuck it up, no matter what happens.

Here is a man that found himself, was able to love a real woman, and teach us to love ourselves.

For some reason we love this country so much we are in the Military, not for just a way out but for a family.

Papa!
"What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains immortal."

10/17/2006 Rest Chris your fight is over.

Deadly Month for U.S. Troops
Associated Press October 19, 2006BAGHDAD, Iraq - Eleven more U.S. troops were slain in combat, the military said Wednesday, putting October on track to be the deadliest month for U.S. forces since the siege of Fallujah nearly two years ago.
The military says the sharp increase in U.S. casualties - 70 so far this month - is tied to Ramadan and a security crackdown that has left American forces more vulnerable to attack in Baghdad and its suburbs. Muslim tenets hold that fighting a foreign occupation force during Islam's holy month puts a believer especially close to God.
As the death toll climbed for both U.S. forces and Iraqi civilians, who are being killed at a rate of 43 a day, the country's Shiite-dominated government remained under intense U.S. pressure to shut down Shiite militias.
Some members of the armed groups have fractured into uncontrolled, roaming death squads out for revenge against Sunni Arabs, the Muslim minority in Iraq who were politically and socially dominant until the fall of Saddam Hussein.
There have been growing signs in recent days of mounting strain between Washington and the wobbly government of Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, who felt compelled during a conversation with President Bush this week to seek his assurances that the Americans were not going to dump him.
Foreign Minister Hoshyar Zebari on Wednesday blamed American officials who ran Iraq before its own government took nominal control for bringing the country to the present state of chaos.
"Had our friends listened to us, we would not be where we are today," Zebari said in an interview with The Associated Press.
Asked which friends he was referring to, Zebari said:
"The Americans, the Coalition (Provision Authority), the British. OK? Because they didn't listen to us. The did exactly what they wanted to do. ... Had they listened to us, we would have been someplace else (by now), really."
It was an unusually harsh statement from Zebari, a Kurd, whose ethnic group owes much to the U.S. intervention in Iraq and for its virtual autonomy in the north of the country.
A report in Britain's Financial Times on Wednesday said the White House is now pressuring Iraqi authorities to give amnesty to Sunni insurgents. That would be a surprising change for the Bush administration, which has resisted amnesty because it could potentially include fighters who have killed American troops.
At the State Department, spokesman Tom Casey said a decision on amnesty would be left to the Iraqi government.
"I wouldn't describe our position as pressuring them to do this now or at any particular moment except at a point when they feel their national reconciliation process has gone through its appropriate steps and they're ready to move forward with it," Casey said.
Soon after taking office in May, al-Maliki proposed an amnesty for insurgents who put down their arms. But no insurgents took up the offer, and the proposal bogged down amid differences over who would be eligible. Al-Maliki said those "with blood on their hands" - either Iraqis' or American Soldiers' - would not be covered.
Despite the climbing death toll, the U.S. military claims it is making progress in taming runaway violence in the capital as it engages insurgents, militias and sectarian death squads, rounds up suspects and uncovers weapons caches and masses of stockpiled explosives.
The latest American death took place Wednesday, when a Soldier was killed after his patrol was attacked with small-arms fire south of Baghdad. Ten Americans were killed on Tuesday - nine Soldiers and a Marine - the highest single-day combat death toll for U.S. forces since Jan. 5, when 11 service members were killed across Iraq. There have been days with a higher number of U.S. deaths, but not solely from combat.
October is now on track to be the deadliest month for American forces in Iraq since November 2004, when military offenses primarily in the then-insurgent stronghold of Fallujah, 40 miles west of Baghdad, left 137 troops dead, 126 of them in combat.
"It breaks my heart because behind every casualty is somebody with tears in their eyes," Bush told ABC News in an interview. "I think the hardest part of the presidency is to meet with families who've lost their loved one."
With Iraq becoming an increasing issue in the Nov. 7 midterm elections in the United States, White House spokesman Tony Snow was asked if the rising toll would cause Bush to alter course.
"No, his strategy is to win," Snow said. "The president understands not only the difficulty of it, but he grieves for the people who have served with valor. But as everybody says correctly, we've got to win. And that comes at a cost."
The spiking American death toll has compounded a period of intense violence among Iraqis. If current trends continue, October will be the deadliest month for Iraqis since the AP began tracking deaths in April 2005. So far this month, 775 Iraqis have been killed in war-related violence, an average of 43 a day.
That compares to an average daily death toll of about 27 since April 2005. The AP count includes civilians, government officials and police and security forces, and is considered a minimum based on AP reporting. The actual number is likely higher, as many killings go unreported.
Just north of Baghdad, in the city of Balad for example, at least 95 people died in a five-day sectarian slaughter that began Friday.
On Wednesday, key tribal, religious and government officials brokered a 20-day truce in the region, hoping to work through Sunni and Shiite grievances during the cooling off period. Balad is a majority Shiite town, but is surrounded by territory that is mainly populated by Sunnis