Forseen the screw

Now I know I shouldn't be mad, I know I should resolve this within myself and give it over to God, but first I need to wallow in it-before I can just turn it off.

In Dec I was hired at the VA, early Jan i had to go to obc. My time keeper here at the VA contunued to put me in as ML (military leave) and I was getting paid while I was gone, the research supervisor saw nothing wrong with it and said well it's fine. I contacted payroll many times, and guess what no answer-Idiots. So i just let it slide, now when my leave is all jacked up I call and ask about it. She does a query and realises I was coded wrong by my time keeper. WHen I call her to straighten out my leave, she acts like SHE DID NOTHING WRONG, not only did her mistake screw me over, nothing will happen to her, she will contunue to be irresponsible at her job and screw people over at their job. When I called her about my leave, I said if we are going to do this, which I have no choice then it needs to be done right. In my mind I was thinking YOU INCOMPITANT FUCK!

I have to let this go, I am now in the hole 4600 that is more than my savings, but i knew it was coming just a matter of when, since it looks like a lot of bad things tend to come at once, I wonder what is next. However, I am not going to give in to it, after today I will be over it, and I will not let this experience hold me back.

I have been interviewing for a new job. I hate my job now, and here is what I hate about it, there is nothing for me to do, well not enough and when I get work to do it isn't research work, it is an office secretary. This job will get me working 8-10 hours a day, come home and do school work and pass out! To me that sounds amazing. THis work and waste 8 hours is making me so lazy, when I am busy I am able to manage my time better.

After the incident with my time keeper, I have no desire to stay. I think I just pay back what I owe and walk away, to something better.