there is so much i want to get my hands on, so much i want to do.

I've applied for about 300 jobs, no calls back. nothing. its pretty depressing. i guess i can just wait it out. really. or maybe they don't want to even look at me until i graduate. damnit who knows. i am jelious of those who get a job right out of college, fuckers.

should i read a book tonight or get drunk? i can't decide.